“I Fall Before You.”

I went to therapy this afternoon for the first time in over a month. I can’t believe some of what I admitted to, but I see so little purpose in holding back now in any sense. I spoke to my doctor at some points as if I weren’t human at all, like my shadow had taken over and spoke in the voice I usually only hear in my mind. Surprising and disturbing things I let out, but now even I can’t run from the truth of them. He wrote his notes and who knows, they might save my life one day beyond what I expect.

Below is a first verse piano cover of a song called October by Evanescence that I find so comforting in its full version. The final recording I settled with is in the player beneath that.

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7 responses to ““I Fall Before You.”

  1. Steven

    I’m sure you’ll get your usual words of encouragement from your followers. I’ve expressed my thoughts many times. I just wanted to say I liked the other video you uploaded. Of letting go. Some of the best work I’ve seen you do.

  2. Good for you. Cool piece, Allyson Marie:)

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