Charm

Bits I Recognize

There are things I’m not ready to speak about
And I could say what, but I would not be believed
Trying to make it real for them has taken so much of me
The bits are all I recognize – the occasional scream…

A significant weakening,
But that’s what being open means
Reintroduce the mysteries; there is a moon and sky

There is a pull that happens here and I’m learning not to fight…

Their normal air against my skin is painful enough
Is it truly a fault I have not fallen for love?
You want to tell me what I am not supposed to need
And the way toward others I have yet to seek

But your say will never make it so
To feel again, remember life or clear my sickly clouded eyes
A telling I don’t follow.

Perhaps there was a time I knew
What it meant to be fine
Yet still voiceless and without choice,
It’s easier to die

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The picture here is very old, one of the first paintings that ended up as a digital piece, inverted and with a color variation. The poem is newer, but already months old really. The amount of time I take to edit things keeps it that way, but it keeps me from sharing anything I’ll regret showing later on and I need that, especially now.

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