Complete disappointment, from many different angles. From people using or manipulating you to the bad advice from others or yourself that you never want to hear but it is repeated over and over anyway. But that’s just my interpretation of it (for today..lol).
Trust swindled me of a soul
I was above the trance of these other sheep
But I see what they’ve done
Every smile I perceived was a fallacy
To ever think I was enough….
I am swathed in botched self confidence
A boring balance of undesired range
It’s my own disillusionment forcing me to change
It’s the beady way they looked at me
With flickering disdain….
This is the life of the broke and used
I am beneath with the fragments of an unfulfilled wish
Fast pace confusion gave its old opinion
Shriveled experience poured out its dust of a vision
Its wisdom and wounds, without a reason