Tag Archives: personal
Withered
The past lives I used to dream… Moon bitten, lost in lunacy I don’t hear it telling you That you’re the worst God’s given breath There’s nothing alive left in me My essence is dried up flesh Buy me tears; … Continue reading
After
My right ear Against the floor of my cell I’d know of it, if I could see But my eyes aren’t open, and It’s too late for me to breathe The night’s resulting splay- Vile liquid pooling from my lips … Continue reading
Elusive Blue
This butterfly was the hardest to get a photo of. I took a chance and shot at random caught it with it’s wings open. It happened in the shade so this image is edited for the color to show up better. … Continue reading
Tired and Soulless
I still have some poems I have ready to be posted that I finished before my job training classes started. The one I have below is about the lie I’ve kept up finally failing and about being exposed and realizing … Continue reading
An Edge My Own
Everything should be set for me to start classes next month. Haven’t been feeling so great lately. Tired, and I’m letting people and their opinions get to me. You know, watching the news, listening to people bitch and whine while … Continue reading
Almost Done
I went in for my second tb test yesterday and unfortunately, the injection site this time was my left arm. She didn’t say anything though. It was the same medical assistant from my last visit. She’s very nice, and now … Continue reading
Quiet
Hope is Gone This pit of All abandonment Last long, I won’t; the gates of Forward lock and close Of grief and its sorry weight I am dark and shapeless Its leaving has swallowed my suns … Continue reading
I’ll wait to see
I went for the background check today. Paid almost $60; the last of the money I made from the craft show in November. I’m actually relieved about my appointment with the doctor on Wednesday. I just feel I should be … Continue reading
Release
My mom has now left for the weekend. I am surprised at my mood right now, better than expected. Usually I’m very bitter about having to be left behind whenever trips come up like this with the rest of my … Continue reading
New, but old really
The appointment yesterday won’t keep me from moving forward with the training, but it did open up a lot of shame that I thought was being let go. It was like the lady was trying to tell me I was … Continue reading
